yeah right so..things seem to be getting a little better atm *touch wood* but i am really opptomisic in that things are moving in the right direction ^^ i myself am rather charlie like again with the exception of one thing..............I HAVE QUIT SMOKING! yes its true Charlie Francis renown chain smoker is breaking the restraints of his dirty mistress....hehe tht sounded naughty but anyways yep iv started a routine with my GP i have a meeting every Thursday which is for a lesser discription him sitting there interigating me making sure im not smoking and im now back on a work out routine not to loose weight cus i dont really need to lol im actually kinda worried about that but that asside charlie is putting on muscle again i know it is a bizzare concept but BELIEVE IT BABY URRRGH!, its been only a day and im kinda itching lol but i feel so much better in myself emotionaly but physically GOOD GOD! i never thought anything could be so painful and fantastic at the same time ....well thats not true i will leave your filthy minds to guess the other one (those of you know who im talking about 0.o) my lungs actualy feel like lungs rather than little tools of my demise (dude that was deep) but yeah i think im gunna be able to do it but to all my best freindsand all others out there who are reading this because its just that interesting i am gunna need support throught this ^^

On the cosplay front i have began to make progress on my Sebastian cosplay which those of you who know iv been waiting to do for ages because its such a charlie style and also im not so much making progress on but actually looking to start my Kaname cosplay which is kinda progress ....i think...i dont care im saying it is ^^so yeah on that note i will take my leave and continue to stare at the rest of my family smoke and have a smug look on my face